Lexulous is the only thing that prevents me from committing Facebook suicide. I have never thought about joining Twitter or Second Life. I don’t have a Blackberry or iPhone, let alone an iPod. I own a laptop by virtue that my sister bought it for me. I really hate being in front of a computer, and try to avoid it as much as I can. And I’m also a doctoral graduate student in the social sciences, where knowing what’s going around in the world is, well, very important.
I see a lot of my fellow grad students constantly thumbing their Blackberries or iPhones, checking e-mail (often during conversations) and I admire their ability to multi-task. I’m the kind of person who needs absolute silence when I read…no classical music for me. I own a stereo and CDs (and that dinosaur, cassette tapes!), and when I listen to music, I’m usually on my couch…concentrating. And on the rare times I’m on the elliptical at the gym, I don’t watch the handy TV on my machine…instead I watch the minutes crawl by. I’m a little bit of a Luddit in other ways, too. Although I own a cell phone, I frequently don’t answer it. And although I own a television set, I only watch DVDs on it.
Jamey Wetmore once gave a Science Cafe on technologies of distraction. I think I might be one of the individuals who are not easily distracted– by technology at any rate. I used to have some misguided notion that this might be a good thing, but now I’m not so sure.
Being a grad student in a field where being aware of current events is crucial to holding intelligent conversations, reflecting on one another’s work, and trying to understand the world, I feel I might be rapidly falling behind. Browsing through online newspapers, magazines and blogs, and even checking e-mail, requires sitting in front of a computer, which I am always loath to do. But this is the norm and I do it, albeit unwillingly. I’d rather be holding a newspaper in my hand.
Ultimately, I think I resist that fact that my performance as a grad student, intimately tied to notions of intelligence, is heavily mediated through technology. It is not just about the medium through which I get my news, but how fast I get it. If we are all living in a “knowledge society” then I am not soaking up knowledge fast enough. And if I can’t keep up with the world, then I can’t effectively engage with the world. (A very Western paradigm, indeed). But this bothers me a great deal. As a graduate student, I am acutely aware how technology facilitates how I learn and access materials. I could be listening to podcasts while walking across campus, checking for the latest news before a meeting starts, and actively engaging in class when a topic comes up and the professor asks those with laptops to Google it. I could be present in multiple places at once.
And, of course, there is the issue of maintaining social contacts online. Posting articles, reading and debating them, and networking with people require a good amount of upkeep, and maintaining a high profile online. If I don’t regularly talk to people or post interesting status reports, I am no longer interesting and am the object of divestment. No more Wall posts for me.
All these issues create a very isolating effect, not only from a social network, but also from the new norms of what is considered intelligent, academic behavior. Listening to NPR is not enough anymore. Ah well, I suppose I better wise up and get with the program.

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